Leaning on the hallway wall (Wall) But the truth is, I didn't wanna be here I feel judged by all (All) I know they always hope for my downfall I'm here 'cause I need to be (Be) I hear the whispers I see the tremble of my fingers The fear of another argument the next day lingers (Hum) Trouble at home (Home) Always so alone And trouble with the cool people at school I don't know where to go Please, tell me I don't know where to run I think every tear and fear of mine is their fun I always see an imaginary gun Sometimes someone pointing it at me Or myself pointing it at my throat There is nothing and no one for me to hold I live in eternal winter, so I am always cold I think everything I say is just meaningless words 'Cause you seem to forget everything I have told (Told) Trouble at home (Home) Always so alone And trouble with the cool people at school I don't know where to go Please, tell me I don't know where to run I think every tear and fear of mine is their fun