Drowned in the pool of your fears I'm dying in my room full of tears Wondering if I'll survive until tomorrow The sorrow you left in me Is the same you feel Do you really feel it? You say you don't wanna hurt me But that wasn't the best way to do it I tried to hold you So you wouldn't feel cold I told you everything I felt I knelt down for you I swear You missed me when I went to sleep Now you'll miss me forever I keep good things about you But now they seem empty Don't try to find anyone like me 'Cause there isn't Drowned in your insecurities You were so fucking special to me I'm glad that everything you felt was real I hope you heal And I hope I can deal with it There's nothing new But I wished you were more than just Someone I knew I keep good things about you But now they seem empty I just wanna avoid this void I should have realized that it seemed too perfect And things aren't always as they seem I just wanna avoid this void I should have realized that it seemed too perfect And things aren't always as they seem I just wanna avoid this void Things started on a Saturday And ended on another Hugging me With a knife in my back We had a beautiful colorful landscape But you turned it into black and white As much as I don't think it's right What you have done to me I still think you're wonderful I keep good things about you But now they seem empty Don't try to find anyone like me 'Cause there isn't I just wanna avoid this void I should have realized that it seemed too perfect And things aren't always as they seem I just wanna avoid this void I should have realized that it seemed too perfect And things aren't always as they seem I just wanna avoid this void I should have realized that it seemed too perfect And things aren't always as they seem I just wanna avoid this void