Damn, Kai, you are crazy I miss them days I wouldn't even crack a smile All the times when I ain't want nobody around First thing I could ever did was let my guard down They only did damage and played with my heart They only took advantage, left a [?] scars About to tell the truth, I'm smarter than the play To catch a D, when you was down, I let you surprise it Them [?] try to set you up and wet you in your eyes Protect your heart and your mind Sometimes I play blind, but trust me, I'm peeping everything I love them, make them think they won when they running game Throwing salt, I still never won against the green But [?] it, I done put my heart on the shelf All out of love, I ain't got nothing left Losses and crosses, I seen everything but put a team Some of them [?] don't even believe in your dream Everything, they're not fine when you realize you don't need them Heard a lot about the OP, I need to meet them Trust me, no, you don't You don't even like people Had them drugs, turned them to a friend Last [?], I got used and abused by a bunch of ass kids Family used to tell me that I was a sad [?] Whole time, I protected my energy Now look, old friends, they done turned into enemies Call me negative, but that [?] really don't even get 'Cause I'd rather not be around a fake-ass smile And I'ma keep popping my purse 'cause that [?] help for a while And I'ma keep staying alert 'cause I don't know who around Say they love me, but they really want to let me down You hate me forever, she going to take me now It only made a [?] stronger and bring me down Let's go Staring at the world through my See, a bunch of people say they feel you But really want to kill you It's time to go back to the real you It's time to go back to the you Act like you know me, you know me Time to go back to the real [?] I probably hear you