I feel alive when I'm nearing my death, don't wanna try, yeah Or am I just stuck in my head again, cry for the end but I don't want to Let the reaper take me now And I fucking hate this, too many faces Money makes me anxious, I've been feelin' vacant And I fucking hate this, too many faces Money makes me anxious, I've been feelin' vacant (Yeah, yeah) And all my flaws keep me stuck in my bed I put up these walls, keep you out of my mess And it's driving me crazy, ain't been good to me lately Yeah, you think you can save me in a casket Cause I don't really care about what happens to me As long as all the ones I love are good that's all that I need So just let me go on, I guess that I just couldn't hack it Go on, and you can spread all the ashes, no And it's always in my mind and I just can't escape it No matter what I find, the reaper want to take me I feel alive when I'm nearing my death, don't wanna try, yeah Or am I just stuck in my head again, cry for the end but I don't want to Let the reaper take me now And I fucking hate this, too many faces Money makes me anxious, I've been feelin' vacant And I fucking hate this, too many faces Money makes me anxious, I've been feelin' vacant (Yeah, yeah)