Midnight pills in a Red Label haze Absolut burns as the city decays Xanax whispers just one more try Ritalin screams you'll never get high Voices crawl through the static on my phone Pick a side the grave or the throne Streetlights flicker like Judgment Day But the saints here are dealers and heaven's a stray I'm a ghost in the liquor aisle Shadows cling where the spirits compile The doctor said swallow your pride Now I'm breathing the dust of my suicide Bye bye to the man I was Drowning in the neon buzz Red Label tears vodka veins Xanax skies and Ritalin rain Bye bye to the prayers I fake God's just a shadow in my wake Forgive me Father I'm still alive But the ghosts in my glass never die Pavement cracks mirror my spine Swallowed the Moon with a 90s wine The angel who caught me she's a Xanax queen Her wings are clipped and her halo's obscene We danced on the edge where the freeway hums Till the Ritalin crashed and the numbness won One last call the bartender lies The clock's stuck on goodbye goodbye goodbye The pills scoffed at my napkin will Cocaine rain can't mend what you kill A flicker in the static a sidewalk song The hospital gown's a shroud I've worn too long I'm a ghost in the liquor aisle Shadows cling where the spirits compile The doctor said swallow your pride Now I'm breathing the dust of my suicide Bye bye to the man I was Drowning in the neon buzz Red Label tears vodka veins Xanax skies and Ritalin rain Bye bye to the prayers I fake God's just a shadow in my wake Forgive me Father I'm still alive But the ghosts in my glass never die The neon's bleeding Bye bye bye My soul's not breathing On both sides On the roadsides where the truth collides Red Label drips Absolut confides Xanax dreams in twilight's tide Ritalin's grin a race I can't win The symphony of sins roars from within Red Label hums Absolut's refrain Xanax cries through fractured veins Ritalin's curse the price of sin This symphony of sin won't let me win