I am wiser now I feel things deeper now I sense things darker now I touch you wetter now They cling to me like vines These years, these nights, these times To twist my focal world They've killed my perfect world yeah I am beyond I am beyond I have wondered Till the blood broke through my skin Why the days are shorter now And the envelopes are thin The sky seems dimmer now The calf much slimmer now My world grew smaller As the fairy tale dissolved yeah I am beyond I am beyond Let me feel the way I used to feel When life was beautiful And all the fakes were real Please God I beg for innocence Please give me back my sight And let the shrillness of the cold Restore my wonder light Yeah Wonder light Yeah Freezing colder Hanging from my shoulder Reaching six feet deeper I have grown so insecure, save me Let me feel the way I used to feel When life was beautiful And all the fakes were real Please God I beg for innocence Please give me back my sight And let the shrillness of the cold Restore my wonder light Yeah Wonder light Yeah