I don't feel the same Back when I was younger I was taking all the blame Watch it all unfold Aimlessly arranging all the furniture To cover up the holes It's so typical The way that you could be so good to me But always leave me in the cold It's grown so much since I've been gone And I know how this comes across I want you to know Need you to know It's not that I hate you I just want to change you Into somebody else Somebody as easy to love I know that I fake it But I've always hated That you've never been easy to love You always talk about All the things you couldn't have When you were lashing out Excuses from the past Make your world spin out of orbit Self-absorbing to collapse Why do we sugarcoat the pain That's caused by the ones we love the most But that's just how it goes It's not that I hate you I just want to change you Into somebody else Somebody as easy to love I know that I fake it But I've always hated That you've never been easy to love I'm not gonna give you up yet I know that there's something somewhere left That's easy to love