Reminiscing what went down I didn't really want to look though It went from bad to worse and I lost my soul Angry, fighting, screaming, kicking, hissing, yelling, crying, hitting I want my life back, but I let it go Violent, walk on by Silence, walk on by I fucked it up I fucked it up F-f-f-fucked it up I fucked it up I was unprotected from the start and no one ever gave me A sense of worth, a sense of pride and love Mommy, oh my mommy was caught up with all my other fathers Of her own life which I was no part of Now I shut down, I shot I went too far away Violent, walk on by Silence, walk on by I fucked it up I fucked it up F-f-f-fucked it up I fucked it up Sitting here I cannot move I cannot scream for help, I'm helpless So far gone but its a kind of peace I lived so fast, now I'm dying young, my mind is always spinning Crazy... Can I reset this, please? I'm too young, way too young I'm too young, way too young Now I shut down, I shot I went too far away Violent, walk on by Silence, walk on by I fucked it up I fucked it up F-f-f-fucked it up I fucked it up