Love drunk junkie Space case faux freak Sleep on your chest Black ash fallin' down my cheek Like the night on Sun's heat Hotel love me Mourning loser's disease I expect nothing I'm bare there at your feet Pour your salt down on me Till neon cracks tar streets Ripped through by morning Gas station coffee And routine zombies In street cars, it follows me Through my backseat, sobering To my bedside, holy With shame, black and heavy (So long) July And the heat of summer daze (My fruit) past ripe I can't seem to throw away Once too sweet, sits with bruised teeth Marked its soft and sugar sloppiness Oh, and as I weep for heat's peace Flames burn the city I never lived Born a blue baby Crying, don't save me I'm off on the move It's how you lose the blues Outrun my gentle mood But I've been ugly A child of my country But they just don't get me like I need them to And what can you do? Desert valleys, heat of Mexico I'll cut my loss and off I'll go 'Cause I've gone blue in my Midwest cold My skin's gone grey like Sun-bleached roads It tends to creep, like a shadow soul Resting deep beneath the skull It borne my grief, it groans and moans To where I leave is where it goes (So long) July And the heat of summer daze (My fruit) past ripe I can't seem to throw away Once too sweet, sits with bruised teeth Marked its soft and sugar sloppiness Oh, and as I weep for heat's peace Flames burn the city I never lived (No, no, I never lived) As I weep for heat's peace (I never lived) I go cold in another's lonesome bed (I never lived) As I weep for heat's peace (I never lived) Time wastes on words I already said (I never lived) As I weep for heat's peace I go cold in another's lonesome bed (I never lived) As I weep for heat’s peace