[Intro] B D# E B D# E B D# E My brain feels heavy like too much TV B D# E It's weighing on me like a pound of concrete B D# E I know he wants me and that makes me happy A B D# E So why do I feel so weird? B D# E It's foggy in my head, like clouds in a storm B D# E The wind's pickin' up, I'm boltin' my shit to the floor B D# E But when I'm with him, my shit gets ignored A B Is that why I feel so weird? C#m E I'm alone almost every night C#m E And I don't know if I'm processing right C#m Eb5+ But my therapist says to just let light be light G#m F# F#5/F So I'm letting him stay around C#m A I think that he's good for me B This boy that I've found ( B D# E ) ( B D# E ) B D# E I don't like getting attached B D# E It makes me feel like I've done something bad B D# E 'Cause I'm not dependent, and I know that A B So why am I scared I'm reliving that part of my past? C#m E I'm alone almost every night C#m E And I don't know if I'm processing right C#m Eb5+ But my therapist says to just let light be light G#m F# F#5/F So I'm letting him stay around C#m A I think that he's good for me B This boy that I've found C#m A Oh, I think that he's good for me F# This boy that I've found F# E Is this what it's supposed to feel like? F# E Is this what it's supposed to feel like? G7M E Is this what it's supposed to feel like? G7M E B Is this what it's supposed to feel like? C#m E 'Cause I'm alone almost every night C#m E And I don't know if I'm processing right C#m Eb5+ But my therapist says to just let light be light G#m F# F#5/F So I'm letting him stay around A I think that he's good for me B D# E This boy that I've found ( B D# E ) B D# E This boy that I've found, mmm