No use now to try and figure why Just keep pushing till the feeling dies All we shared we had to let it go If it's better time has yet to show Why do I feel so low When pain is most of what you gave to me Since you've been gone I've been trying to cope With why I longed to be left alone Now my hearts been torn to pieces I guess I'm used to having you around Don't deny I taught you all you know Endless pain is all I've got to show Why do I feel so low When pain is most of what you gave to me Since you've been gone I've been trying to cope With why I longed to be left alone Now my hearts been torn to pieces I guess I'm used to having you around Some may beg Some may plead But all I did Was let you leave Please bear with me as I shed more tears Giving everything thru all those years Though I miss you and my heart turned black I'm petrified that you might come back Why do I feel so low When pain is most of what you gave to me What I engraved upon your tormented heart You will carry till the end of your days And then sorrow will find you And make a mess out of what you made