You show up pretty like it's nothing And then you stab me in the back I read your lips, I miss the warning Your scent would pull me from the track My friends say leave and I don't listen I act brand new, knock on your door And though I know you feign innocence I'm always coming back for more You don't even have to try You bark and I will bite it I tell myself I'm fine Then you text and I go rabid I hate the way I want you I hate the way you know I hate that I'm still waiting like you're coming through the door I hate your pretty damage I hate my stupid heart If you're done, then do it properly Don't tear me up in parts You wield your options like a weapon Like I should feel lucky you're here You talk in circles, I confess it I drink the jealousy like beer I post a smile, you scroll right past Then hit me late like you forgot You love me best when it's convenient Like I'm just an afterthought You don't even have to try I trip on every maybe I tell myself I'm fine Then you blink and I go crazy I hate the way I want you I hate the way you know I hate that I'm still waiting like you're coming through the door I hate your pretty damage I hate my stupid heart If you're done, then do it properly Don't tear me up in parts Don't call me baby with your fingers crossed Don't only hold me by the throat You say you'll stay but I still feel lost Just let me go I've had enough! I hate the way I want you I hate the way you know I hate that I'm still shaking when you say you've got to go I hate your pretty damage I hate my stupid heart If you're leaving, don't look back at me Don't tear me up in parts I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!