i dont want to bleed i dont want to wait i dont want to see the pain and the hate that you need to feel you need to feel alive down inside your soul your blood and your skin numb to the cold and numb to the sin and it makes you feel it makes you feel alive i want heaven i want heaven right now i want heaven i want heaven right now you've given it away the sin you create to addicts of pain disease is their faith and it makes them feel it makes them feel alive i just want the truth i don't want your pain i just want the truth without all your shame and i need to feel i need to feel alive i want heaven i want heaven right now i want heaven i want heaven right now i've been crucified almost died i've seen too much of your darker side i don't care anymore i just want it all right now