When i leave and if you don't follow I will learn to last and to swallow All my fears and all of my sorrows Better today instead of tomorrow What if i weep and if i cry, if i beg and if i try I stay in purgatory's pain, i'm beyond, i stay away I'm not alive but i'm not in heaven, all of my sins won't be forgiven I'm not in love cause i am the devil, i won't save instead i hate When i fall and feeling so hollow, in the deep still being so shallow When i leave and if you don't follow i will learn to last and to swallow All my fears and all of my sorrows I don't care instead i hate