The sky’s always gray I can’t take that away Your demon’s standing in my way Familiar face, you’re so lost in dismay Holding the anger of being betrayed You said: Do you remember taking the train home? I do, taking shots to the dome, anchors weighing down my bones I too never fully feel at home, headphones on drowning out the thoughts I don’t show Yeah, for you I feel like I'm a fiend Party with my demons, I don’t wanna sleep Sad boy for life, all I do is weep, yeah Your touch is like a drug and I feel like I'm a fiend One dose of it, I'm infinity When I'm ‘round you it’s hard to be, I mean it’s hard to breathe If I could breathe, I would beg you to speak I’ll take your anxiety, so I can set you free Your eyes look so violent in silence I'm trying to keep myself calm I can’t let it go Intoxicated, getting faded Feeling jaded, your soul’s been traded Walking by your side, you jump on the tracks Got tears in your eyes, there’s no turning back Yeah, for you I feel like I'm a fiend Party with my demons, I don’t wanna sleep Sad boy for life, all I do is weep, yeah Your touch is like a drug and I feel like I'm a fiend One dose of it, I'm infinity When I'm ‘round you it’s hard to be, I mean it’s hard to breathe If I could breathe, I would beg you to speak I’ll take your anxiety, so I can set you free Your eyes look so violent in silence I'm trying to keep myself calm I can’t let it go