Picture myself Standing tall at 23 Just a young kid moving through the world That craved the love so desperately – desperately I was brought into a world That gave my heart its very blood But very slowly, that was taken from me All I wanted was you to believe in this world with me But you chose to leave me You left a hole in me All I wanted was you to believe this was meant to be You left a hole in me I dreamt about my future so meticulously Every second etched in stone Turned my hunger into gold Then you broke me Burned my whole world down All I wanted was you to believe in this world with me But you chose to leave me You left a hole in me All I wanted was you to believe this was meant to be But you chose to leave me That's when I felt all the rain on me Pouring the weight of my insecurities But you chose to leave me You left a hole in me That's when I lost myself – I believed You hated all of me All that I stood for, all my beliefs Then I saw – a beating heart Then it all set in That I meant nothing to you That's when it all set in I know what is best for me You caused me nothing but sorrow A bitter taste in my mouth A sorry state of someone hurting inside And choosing to lose the ones who care No matter where you are You had a way to control me But now my system is rebuilding itself Just let me be All I wanted was you to exist with me All I wanted was you to exist with me All I wanted was you to exist in this world with me But you chose to leave me You left a hole in me All I wanted was you to believe this was meant to be But you chose to leave me That's when I felt all the rain on me Pouring the weight of my insecurities But you chose to leave me You left a hole in me You left a hole in me You left a hole in me