I saw you sitting, waiting for the moment to leave Holding it together for the time in between You haven't found your purpose yet, it's starting to seem There's nothing left to find and only shit left to see And I know why Big 'Cause I've been reading 'bout the things that I hate Heeding the expiry, privately love the taste Hate to see a murder, but I can't look away Rubberneck the shooter just to mock their mistakes And I feel fine Lately I've been bored I need something I've never felt before And take me back To when I was young I need something I've never felt before I've been chasing flower lately It's been a couple weeks since mary last said she missed me Try to make her smile without exposing her teeth Clamouring to heaven, baby, please, God forgive me One day you will see what I mean Aiming down the barrel of a lit remedy We act like AB positive, it's sickening me Never need to give, and universally received And I know why Lately Well, I've been bored I need something I've never felt before And take me back When I was young I need something I've never felt before Waiting On your call Say something I've never heard before And what you gave He wanted more I need something I've never felt before I stay awake Miss every single day They're all the same, they're all the same They're all the same, they're all the same I stay awake Miss every single day Oh, they're all the same, they're all the same They're all the same, they're all the same, oh And you're not scared of what you don't know Everything's a circus or a shit puppet show I could spend a weekend watching shock videos On my laptop And it would feel better than the thought of You