At ease trying to find peace of mind In this chaos My mother always says everything's alright Cigarettes that I smoke In my room Late at night Sorry to have woken you up at this time Life just been so tough on me It's hard to believe that a body so small Can carry this much pain inside I'm just trying to be the light I'm just trying to sleep at night And My mother always says everything's alright As I drown in the ocean of melancholic swimming fish I heard their voice I've felt their pain As I drown in the ocean of melancholic swimming fish I heard them sing I've felt their pain No one looks like this Rare diamond No one feels this way And that is the burden That's the burden I carry I carry I buried it I carry I buried it As I drown in the ocean of melancholic swimming fish I heard their voice I've felt their pain As I drown in the ocean of melancholic swimming fish I don't think I was made for it It can't sink in Dear mother The waters warm Sometimes I wish I wasn't born I wanna crawl back in My skin paper thin As I drown in the ocean of melancholic swimming fish I heard their voice I've felt their pain To be born And reborn And reborn again To be born And reborn And reborn again Again and Again