She looks like an angel, she'll never give me a chance And why should anyone? If I don't even love myself How could I expect love from someone I hate feeling this way Thoughts shoot through my mind like a bullet I grew up so fast, I hate remembering my past These feelings, they hit me like a bullet Slowly they will kill me I need someone to hold me, would that be selfish of me I wish that someone in this world would love me So I could stop hating being here I always try, I always hope, it's tiring, you know? How many more suicide attempts will it take And these girls, who look like angels, none of them Will ever love me. I don't blame them What reason would anyone have to love me How did I end up here These thoughts won't let me breathe Someone tell me when this will end She looks like an angel, but she'll never love me Suddenly, the world turned so cold Thoughts rip through my chest without mercy I'm lost somewhere And no one will ever find me I think I'll die alone I feel my days are numbered This loneliness is a cancer So cowardly, it makes you stop living I think I'll never be loved And maybe I don't deserve to be I'm lost, and I think in suicide I might find myself