Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Mhm, mhm, mhm, mhm, mhm Mhm, mhm, mhm, mhm, mhm Yeah, huh, yeah Uh, yeah I'm havin' money now, still havin' problems though Loved ones in the ground, that's who I been grindin' for I'm tryna find some time to heal, I start by lettin' go If it weren't for rap, I'd probably be somewhere with a telescope Tryna, tryna find love, I bet we all would I hang with all thugs, this shit wasn't all good If I had one chance to take this shit all back, I probably would If I knew this rap shit came with all this, then I'd probably be A lawyer or a doctor or an EMT We ain't have much, every new month, waitin' for EBT I was first response every time, why they ain't come for me? All that BET, it's just me and 4, hope they proud of me Hope they proud of us, if not, then they probably should be I done had enough, how I'm 'posed to tell my mama I been hurtin'? I ain't seen 'cause, how he just gon' leave this shit on me? They all need me, tryna lean on me and I don't even do lean Walkin' through fire, my head under water, I'm tryna learn to breathe It's murder for hire, got niggas behind bars 'cause they just want the cheese In my mind, tryna find some peace of mind, I'll be fine if I keep on goin' Around this time last year, I ain't have me a dime, I'd probably pick up a dime off the floor Nigga slime, they'll come to your life in disguise, play a role and you wouldn't even know it Watch each side, I've even been playin' the blinds, boy, they trippin', I got somethin' for 'em You might also like Bruce Wayne YoungBoy Never Broke Again Both my Bruddas 1900Rugrat Karma A Bitch LUCKI I'm havin' money now, still havin' problems though Loved ones in the ground, that's who I been grindin' for I'm tryna find some time to heal, I start by lettin' go (oh, oh) If it weren't for rap, I'd probably be somewhere with a telescope Tryna, tryna find love, I bet we all would (all would) I hang with all thugs (thugs), this shit wasn't all good (no) If I had one chance to take this shit all back, I probably would If I knew this rap shit came with all this, then I'd probably be Walkin' through fire, my head under water, I'm tryna learn to breathe (learn to breathe) It's murder for hire, got niggas behind bars 'cause they just want the cheese (cheese) They tell me walk around with my head up Instead, I'm lookin' down, starin' at Balenciagas I seen it on my mama, she was fed up At night, we heard the gun sound, at night, we heard the chop up My whip ain't have no AC, no oil in the engine You can go ask JC, I didn't have a penny Times I fell asleep and I was dreamin' 'bout a Ghost I imagined this at thirteen years old, I– Clarity will make 'em change, I don't want the diamonds Have you ever seen it rain while the Sun was shinin'? I'm dependin' on the drank till I can love somebody I'ma go dig up my dog, I'ma take him to space 'Cause this shit just wasn't enough when I put stars in the roof I was pullin' back my drawers, I was goin' through phases I could never find the happiness to show thirty-two I seen my homie snortin' dope off a Visa He was a scammer, nigga came from crackin' cards Hard body, so they cut me deeper Stabbed me in my back, it feel like a massage Deodorant and dollars, money is a must He should've got an Oscar, he died from actin' tough All these rappers fallin' off like ashes on my blunt Condo in LA, when I look down, I see LeBron I would never sell my soul, I'm too real to sacrifice But I did lose a few friends before the millions came I might never reach my goals, I don't ever sleep at night Even though I call you my twin, this shit ain't the same Money came and everything else faded Money came and everything else faded Money came and everything else faded Money came and everything else faded Walkin' through fire, my head under water, I'm tryna learn to breathe (faded) It's murder for hire, got niggas behind bars 'cause they just want the cheese (just lately want the cheese, faded)