Will I ever find myself like this again? (Again) Will someone ever understand the side of me that just I know? I never imagined it would be so hard to face my own truth I swear I didn't want to feel this way If I can't embrace me, is my love lost for good? Should I try, maybe in another lifetime? (Another lifetime) Am I too broken? Do I push too hard? I'm not healed yet, not yet Should I pretend to be okay? (Alright) But I just want to know, is love lost for good? Will I ever come back? (Will you come back?) Can I still feel me? (Can I, can I, love?) I'm not healed or strong yet (I'm not ready) Should I move on? (So steady) I just want to know, is love lost for good? But my alter ego is stronger I don't wanna die, not today Even if it always seems I'm not good enough For someone can't hold anymore If you let me in, I'll give you everything I couldn't before Because I'm with you, let me guide you I see me trying to fill the voids with others But I see clearly (do you see clearly?) I can love me more than before Before I was lost, full of shadows Toxic, hurting without meaning to But if let me in your arms If I open my heart to you I can't believe that love is lost for good Will I ever come back? (Yes, I'll be here for me?) Can I still feel me? (Yes, even after everything) I'm not healed or strong yet (I'm not ready) Should I move on? (No, no, too firmly) I just want to know, is love lost for good? But my alter ego is stronger So, can I hold on me? If I let me, can I save me? (Oh, no-no, no) 'Cause I need you to calm me down, baby Gotta get out of my head (oh, wow) Tryna to heal this pain (oh) Just wanna know, just wanna know, know, know, baby (hey) Can I kind me like I really mean it? (Oh, hey) Make me believe I'll never leave 'Cause I'm not me and not me again, thankfully (baby, I don't go) But it's gonna be hard to let another one in (wow) Baby, baby (woo-hoo) Will I ever come back? (Will you come back?) Can I still feel me? (Can I still, baby?) I'm not healed or strong yet (I'm not ready) Should I move on? (No, no, ooh) Just wanna know if love is lost for good, baby? But my alter ego is stronger I swear, I wanna know Ooh, baby Ooh, baby