I know you hear me when I cry I try to hold you tight at night While when you're not here with me I'd rather suffer than realize you're gone (you're gone) Look all the life we've been given If you were anyone else It probably wouldn't last a day Every tear I shed, every night I don't sleep I want you back to me (to me) Baby, you made me so well You were so understanding You were so sweet And I'm going through more than I should And I hate myself cause I don't want to admit that it hurts me I know it breaks your heart when I come back to cry again For her Mmmh I know it breaks your heart when I come back scream For her ghost I'll got through this I'll get through this I'm a boy with a lot of trauma But I love you, let's be together I'm a boy with a lot of trauma, yeah Although I wish she was here No, I don't want to get out of your head She comes to visit me In my dreams every now and then (every now and then) And after everything we've been through (and after everything we've been through) There's so much I long for what was done And what was said, leave it all here in this place I want you now and forever, (forever) Bab, you did me so good You were so understanding You were so sweet And I'm trying harder than I should And I'm hating myself cause I don't want to admit that it hurt me I know that part your heart when I cry back again For her Mmmh, I know it breaks your heart When I cry back, for her ghost I'll over it I'll get through this I'm a boy with (I I'm a boy with) a lot of trauma But I love you (I love you) Let's be together (get through this) I'm a boy with a lot of trauma (I'm a boy with) Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh I'm boy with a lot of trauma, yeah