Hmm, hmm, oh-oh-oh I'm not gonna sugarcoat it this time I've held it in for far too long You said you wanted honesty So I'm giving it, raw and strong I lied to keep the peace I smiled just to survive But now I'm done pretending I'm done living that lie You call it cruel, I call it truth What we had is black and blue Don't ask me to stay soft When all you gave was cold I tried to be the light But you left me in the mold I'm being harshly honest No filters, no defense If you feel attacked Maybe it's just consequence I cried in silence While you played pretend So now I'm harshly honest This is how it ends Sometimes I feel broken, destroyed and worthless Sometimes I don't know how to deal with the pain that calls me Honestly, I'm a wreck, a mess, I'm so alone, I'm too overwhelmed, but I don't seem to be okay I won't be what I'm not to please anyone I don't have to keep a broken ego Truth cuts deeper than a lie But at least it doesn't die You want the real me? Here I am unapologetically I see now how blind I was To the patterns, to the game You said: Forever But forgot to act the same I held my breath to make it work But all I got was deeper hurt You say I'm being bitter I say I finally see The version of me you loved Was just your fantasy I'm being harshly honest Not cruel, just clear I won't keep dancing For someone insincere I begged in silence While you fed me doubt Now I'm harshly honest I'm done figuring you out Sometimes I feel broken, destroyed and worthless Sometimes I don't know how to deal with the pain that calls me Honestly, I'm a wreck, a mess, I'm so alone, I'm too overwhelmed, but I don't seem to be okay I won't be what I'm not to please anyone I don't have to keep a broken ego If the truth makes you flinch That's not my fault, that's your glitch You wanted real? Maybe I loved you more than you deserved Maybe I let your chaos rule my world But I've reclaimed my voice, I've found my fight And I won't dim it for your peace of mind I'll keep running from the darkness (oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh) Like my life depends on getting through this shit (oh-oh-woah) I'll keep running from the darkness (oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh) Like my life depends on getting through this shit (oh-oh-woah) I'm being harshly honest No edits, no disguise This love was laced in silence And now I cut the ties I mourned in quiet But I'm screaming now Harshly honest And I won't back down No, I won't back down This is my truth now Harshly honest That's how I breathe out Sometimes I feel broken, destroyed and worthless Sometimes I don't know how to deal with the pain that calls me Honestly, I'm a wreck, a mess, I'm so alone, I'm too overwhelmed, but I don't seem to be okay I won't be what I'm not to please anyone I don't have to keep a broken ego Sometimes I feel broken, broken and worthless (broken and worthless, ooh) Sometimes I don't know how to deal with the pain that's calling me (calling, ooh) Honestly, I'm a wreck, a mess, I'm so alone, I'm too overwhelmed, but I don't seem to be okay I won't be who I'm not to please anyone (ooh, no)