I don't love you in loud ways I love you in the quiet decisions I make In the pauses where I choose you Even when no one's watching me stay I adore the way you exist without trying Like the world bends gently when you breathe And I hate how easy it is for you To mean everything to me I've loved people before, I've said the words But never like this never this deep This feels like surrender without losing myself Like something my soul decided to keep And somewhere between fear and devotion There's a truth I can't undo I don't just want you in my life I want to be soft with you I adore you, more than I should say In ways that scare me every day I don't know how, I don't know why But loving you feels like staying alive I adore you, without a plan Without control, without a map in my hands If this breaks me, it breaks me slow But I adore you, and you should know I adore you In the calm and in the ache I adore you In every choice I make I've learned your silence, learned your tone The way you leave parts of yourself alone And I don't try to fix what you hide I just sit with you inside the night I adore the mess, the flaws, the truth The parts you think make you hard to love Because I see myself in you And I never learned how to give up You don't have to be perfect with me You don't have to stay strong or pretend I'll love you in the in-between In the moments that never end And when the world feels sharp and cold And you don't know where you belong I'll be the place you don't have to fight To feel like you're wrong I adore you, more than I should say In ways that scare me every day I don't know how, I don't know why But loving you feels like staying alive I adore you, without a plan Without control, without a map in my hands If this breaks me, it breaks me slow But I adore you, and you should know I adore you Even when I'm afraid I adore you In every word I don't say If loving you is a risk, I'll take it trembling If my heart falls, let it fall in your hands I don't want a future that feels empty and safe I want a now that I fully understand I've been broken by wanting too much By giving my heart without being seen But with you, even the fear feels honest Like I'm finally where I should be So if I lose myself, let it be here Let it be in the warmth of your name I don't need promises, I don't need forever Just this feeling that feels like home and pain I adore you, more than I should say In ways that scare me every day I don't know how, I don't know why But loving you feels like staying alive I adore you, without a plan Without control, without a map in my hands If this breaks me, it breaks me slow But I adore you, and you should know I adore you And that's the truth I'll never outgrow Baby, so what's on your mind? On mine, it's all about you all the time Oh, we don't have to go nowhere tonight It's you and me, we're gonna be alright I adore you