I see the way you look at me Like I'm the only one you see But if you knew what's in my head You'd be running far instead I've made mistakes I can't erase I've hurt myself, I've lost my place And still you hold me like I'm gold Even when my heart feels cold Every time you say my name It feels like sunlight on my shame But deep inside I'm terrified That one day you'll see the darker side I don't deserve you Not your touch, not your light Not the way you make the dark turn bright I don't deserve you But I'm scared to let go 'Cause you're the only love I've ever known I don't deserve you But I need you so I don't deserve you (you know damn well) But you want me anyway (and that makes me want to live more) I'm not good enough (you know damn well) But you're the one I need (I need you to breathe) And when I run away You run away (you run away too) And you come after me That's what you do And I don't deserve you (I don't deserve you, I don't deserve you) You call me better than I am You see the good, you understand But I'm afraid it's all pretend That I'll mess it up again I've burned the bridges in my past I've made the good things never last And yet you're here, you still believe In someone I can't even see Every time you hold me close It feels like heaven, feels like home But in my mind I'm counting down To the day you finally find out I don't deserve you Not your touch, not your light Not the way you make the dark turn bright I don't deserve you But I'm scared to let go 'Cause you're the only love I've ever known I don't deserve you But I need you so I don't deserve you (you know damn well) But you want me anyway (and that makes me want to live more) I'm not good enough (you know damn well) But you're the one I need (I need you to breathe) And when I run away You run away (you run away too) And you come after me That's what you do And I don't deserve you (I don't deserve you, I don't deserve you) If loving me starts breaking you Promise you'll do what you have to do Even if it means I'm left alone At least you'll be safe, at least you'll be whole I don't deserve you Not your heart, not your trust Not the way you always choose us I don't deserve you But I can't let you go 'Cause you're the only love I've ever known I don't deserve you But I need you so I don't deserve you (you know damn well) But you want me anyway (and that makes me want to live more) I'm not good enough (you know damn well) But you're the one I need (I need you to breathe) And when I run away You run away (you run away too) And you come after me That's what you do And I don't deserve you (I don't deserve you, I don't deserve you)