I hold my breath every time you look at me Like I'm standing on a line I shouldn't cross I learned to smile when I'm breaking quietly Just to prove I'm not a loss I'm so afraid of letting you down That I forgot how to fall apart I won't quit on you Even when I'm tired, even when I'm weak I won't quit on you When the weight is more than I can keep If staying hurts, I'll stay anyway If I'm not enough, I'll still remain I won't quit on you 'Cause losing you would ruin me I bend myself into shapes you need I swallow words just to keep the peace I carry dreams that were never mine Just so I don't fall behind I'd rather break than make you leave I'd rather bleed than make you see I won't quit on you Even if I'm empty inside I won't quit on you Even if it costs me my pride If I disappear, don't ask why I'm just trying to make it right I won't quit on you 'Cause failing you feels like goodbye If I could rest without losing you I would finally tell the truth But I'm scared that if I stop You'll see how much I'm not enough I won't quit on you Even when I'm falling apart I won't quit on you Even when it's killing my heart I don't know who I am anymore But I know what I'm fighting for I won't quit on you Even if I quit on me So hold me close, don't let me fall I'm still here I'm still trying That's all