I'm staring deep into ya eyes again They stare at me, I'm staring back at them And anything I ever do is everything No sense of safety, no security No structure, my vulnerability Is endlessly habitual and sickening No, I don't wanna die I'd never even try I'm praying on my life While I'm combing through the lies With every bone I crack My legs keep coming back I'm always keeping on But always losing track Keep my head on tight And if I ever fall, just promise me That I will be okay. I need this, please I want to feel secure, but honestly? I'm livin' through your eyes subconsciously Oh, watch me stumble as I fall I know you have seen it all Take sick joy out of my pain You and I are not the same I know you gave me my name Know my secrets and my shame Though I give you your acclaim You break all my centipede legs Every time I turn around There's something new about you I thought I knew you up and down Sometimes I swear I still do Clinging to the past, like it does me any good I'm avoidin' the red flags Like a good devotee should Now I'm turnin' back around Yeah, I'm lookin' all around Finding cracks inside the walls Wondering what holds me down But it all comes back to you Yeah, it all comes back to you No I wish it wasn't true Tell me, what am I to do? And if I ever fall, just promise me That I will be okay. I need this, please I want to feel secure, but honestly? I'm livin' through your eyes subconsciously Oh, watch me stumble as I fall I know you have seen it all Take sick joy out of my pain You and I are not the same I know you gave me my name Know my secrets and my shame Though I give you your acclaim You break all my centipede legs If you love me like you say Why do you keep hurting me? Crawl back to you, either way Despite all of my broken legs Oh, watch me stumble as I fall I know you have seen it all Take sick joy out of my pain You and I are not the same I know you gave me my name Know my secrets and my shame Though I give you your acclaim You break all my centipede legs