I learned how to wait like someone smoking in the rain Knowing it won't last Yet insisting anyway You arrive like someone who makes no promises And leave like someone who never belonged Still, I open the door And let you in once again There's something wrong in the way I want you But I don't know how to love without falling You never asked me for anything And still you took everything from me If this isn't love, explain to me Why it hurts this much Why the world grows heavy When you decide to leave There are nights when I almost forget Who I was Before learning That I would stay in your in-between And that crumbs would be left for me There is a kind of absence That cannot be solved by distance Yours lives in me Like a fragile mistake I forgot to correct There's something wrong in the way I wait for you Like someone who asks without speaking You never said: Stay But I stayed until I broke If it's so little, why does it weigh so much? If it's a lie, why does it burn? Tell me what name is given To a love that never fits There's something wrong in the way I want you But I don't know how to love without falling You never asked me for anything And still you took everything from me There's something wrong in the way I want you But I don't know how to love without falling You never asked me for anything And still you took everything from me