Normal is impossible for someone like me So many downward spirals can have only one result I have hit the lowest and most liminal space in the universe Rock bottom That's for sure The stairs that brought me here are long gone The walls are fragile like sand and there's no way to climb them up I look above and it's all dark Not a plan to escape I was left here with my fake hope That my loved one will come to rescue me So no one came Guess I'll wait till the end of the universe No, no one came Not even the one who promised to protect me from everything The pain I feel is unbearable I doubt it will get better with time Not even the infinite amount I'll have from now on The pain I feel will soon end The walls are closing in Because of this rock bottom