Swallow into insanity While all the drugs are curing me While I can forget everything I wanna be Don't lead into calamity You know there's nothing left of me While I can forget everything I wanna be I feel the light inside of me Too late, it's done, no hope for me While I can forget everything I wanna be I kill the lie They say: Goodbye Stagnation, I hate this joint Another set of chores I do for fun While I can forget everything I wanna be (I think I need a lobotomy!) Someday, I will feel no pain Someday, I'm gonna be okay Cycle of blood, it's all the same And then I forget everything I wanna be Getting a strange reality Connecting things, I've gotta (Trial, it is the death of me) I think I'll lose my mind in hysteria, oh I kill the lie They say: Goodbye Why? Say: Why? Me Why? I kill myself, not today Not today, not today, not today Not today, not today, not today I kill myself, not today Not today, not today, not today Not today, not today, not today Not today, not today, not today, not today Not today, not today, not today, not today Not today, not today, not today, not today Not today, not