Ayy, I'm doin' this like nobody's listening Like I'm just writing for myself, but, uh-um, whatever I used to ride the blue line straight from school to work They robbed me from my Beats by Dre's on 79th I was in first grade when I learned how to curse I got friends that didn't make it to be 29, it's all a simulation anyways That's the only way that I could justify these glitches in the system I took LSD for thirty days, X-rays showed holes in my brain I lost memories, things are different, I lost contact, sky's the limit Even with the ability to have a fuck, I wouldn't give it Everyone's attention span too short to be specific I made so many songs that when I'm gone, I'm never finished Codependent when I'm isolated I'm reminded that the voices I silenced are still coexisting I watched porn and was mad I did it Went to church, put extra in the collection plate just for sinning Yeah, uh Tell me what the fuck's up I don't wanna go out, everybody sucks Agoraphobic in this house don't help much Yeah, uh Tell me what the fuck's up I don't wanna go out (uh), everybody sucks (uh) Agoraphobic in this house don't help much (Yeah) I'm going home to the city I'm going rogue from the Illuminati theories About how I've been winning My soul was always prone to new beginnings They told me: Pick a genre, I picked 'em all And flow with whatever moves me like I'm swimming But I'm just one of many artists tryna spark a renaissance Of speakin' our thoughts so we can stop pretending They skipped the body of work because of how I'm dressing At least my public crucifixion got the message spreading I was gonna turn the volume down But then I realized that I like this song more than I like you I typed a couple pages out that I know I'll regret sending So I'll keep it short, like a haiku, okay Yeah, uh Tell me what the fuck's up I don't wanna go out, everybody sucks Agoraphobic in this house don't help much (Wake up like) yeah, uh Tell me what the fuck's up I don't wanna go out (uh), everybody sucks (uh) Agoraphobic in this house don't help much (Mm-mm, mm-mm) Spent about forty-five seconds since my last cigarette (Mm-mm, mm-mm) This is the only vice I got right now, being sober sucks Yo, I'm so Pisces, all my answers are planetary I can't get the word "depression" out my vocabulary I got Viking blood pumping through my capillaries So it's no secret how I defeated all my adversaries I need a New Year's resolution like it's January I used to drown in a pint of vodka and cranberry 'Cause underwater, you can't hear all of the commentary And my wallet's lighter from sending my homies commissary We keep it silent where I'm from, it's not a lot of sharing And I'm not in a cell, but all my problems solitary Therapy came and helped me lift some of this weight I'm bearing Double-Xs on my neck, express what I hold honorary, gang, gang Yeah, uh Tell me what the fuck's up I don't wanna go out, everybody sucks Agoraphobic in this house don't help much (Wake up like) yeah, uh Tell me what the fuck's up I don't wanna go out (uh), everybody sucks (uh) Agoraphobic in this house don't help much If I can't make you smile, then would you smile again? (Uh, tell me what the fuck's up) Uh, tell me what the fuck's up If you can't help me laugh, then help me laugh again (Yeah, uh, tell me what the fuck's you-up) Whole album made right here in my living room Yeah, I still wish we kept that line that's like With the same crudo, at dinner eatin' hamachi crudo My brother Rook don't eat nothin' but cheeseburgers Haha, if you know, you know, yeah Day ones