In the dark, in a empty room Lost in my own confusion I try to put in words what I feel Another night I can't sleep Waiting for someone to tell me That somehow you're still here You are gone A part of me, it's hard to believe, even harder to see Just memories that will stay Been here without you, a high price to pay I swore I'd stay until the end, till I see you smile, holding your hand I am broken here, please God help me stay I know you're not coming back anymore I need to stop, looking around Feeling so cold here, without you to hold me I wish I had been a much better son for you Now all that's left is missing you Looking for some pictures of us I feel warm while playing my old guitar I could feel your last breath Hear your last words of love And your heartbeat next to mine Now I scream It's getting harder to sleep I always see you in my dreams It would be so good to feel you My whole spirit feels so alone I swore I'd stay until the end, till I see you smile, holding your hand I am broken here, please God help me stay I know you're not coming back anymore I need to stop, looking around Feeling so cold here, without you to hold me But deep down inside I know you'll never coming back Look at me, it's hard to say I really didn't want you to go away But I need to let you rest in peace for now I swore I'd stay until the end, till I see you smile, holding your hand I am broken here Please God help me stay I see you, I feel you I can't live without you in my life I see you, I feel you I can't live without you in my life I know you wanna help me, but you need to go Only I know how much it hurts, and that's too hard This is my last goodbye