Sometimes I think 'bout that time I lost fifteen pounds I couldn't keep anything down Everyone said that they thought that I never looked better Truth is I thought that I've never looked better Am I writing my story or is my story writing me? Do I hate my body 'cause my mother hated hers? Bet I can't control my temper 'cause my daddy never learned Could I make love last forever? My parents never could Will I ever know the difference between good enough and good? Can you change the way you're made up? If you scrub it hard enough Can you ever wash off what's in your makeup? What's in your makeup Will my lipstick ever be a bright enough shade of red? To silence the voice in my head Is my anxiety all of me or just a thread? I pull it till there's nothing left Is cover girl just a cover up? The girl I don't wanna see Do I hate my body 'cause my mother hated hers? Bet I can't control my temper 'cause my daddy never learned Could I make love last forever? My parents never could Will I ever know the difference between good enough and good? Can you change the way you're made up? If you scrub it hard enough Can you ever wash off what's in your makeup? What's in your makeup Is my mascara running 'cause of what's running in my blood? Am I just this way or can this be just the way I was? Does my mother hate her body 'cause her mother hated hers? Bet I can't control my temper 'cause my daddy wouldn't learned Could I make love last forever? My parents never could Will I ever know the difference between good enough and good? Can you change the way you're made up? If you scrub it hard enough Can you ever wash off what's in your makeup? What's in your makeup