It's not a lack of options (I just get bored) And I don't see a problem (pretending I'm yours) It's not a healthy habit (I could spare a few) Like smoking in the kitchen and romanticizing you Sometimes (sometimes) I tell (I tell) myself you were the best Sometimes (sometimes) I forget why (I forget) I ever left And I wonder if it's worth doing again And I wonder if it's worth doing it again And I wonder if, and I wonder if And I wonder if it's worth doing it again No, it's not desperation (when I do it) Harmless inspiration (let a girl live) It's not a healthy habit (I could spare a few) Like kissing random boys and pretending they're you Sometimes (sometimes) I tell (I tell) myself (myself) you were the best Sometimes (sometimes) I forget why (I forget) I am alive And I wonder if it's worth doing again And I wonder if it's worth doing it again And I wonder if, and I wonder if And I wonder if it's worth doing it again You don't remember anything, do you? And I wonder if it's worth doing again And I wonder if it's worth doing it again And I wonder if it's worth doing again And I wonder if it's worth doing it again And I wonder if it's worth doing again And I wonder if it's worth doing it again