I didn't ask God for answers When you left The pain knocked on my door That day and after I don't even know how to explain What it was like to feel Everything changed in me Everything for me My colorful world That was once blue Turned into a light gray On a cloudy day I miss you so much I don't even know how to explain What for you would be just mourning For me, my life began to end Life isn't just about money And much less about riches Life is about family And in my life today there's only sadness I ask God to keep you safe every day then I know that there is better than this big world How I wish your arm was here right now A little kiss then I miss you calling mommy Oh life of loneliness Mommy always loves you That won't change Wait for me there in heaven Because I'll hug you My world has lost its meaning Let you be gone Loneliness is my friend And I asked for healing for both of us Love is a reward, yet I will never have it again I wanted to die only in your arms Maybe I even asked for everything to change at that moment I wanted to be in your place We are never ready to leave But God knows all things still My love for you will carry on into eternity One day you called me mother, and now I had to say goodbye to you