Got out of bed today first time in days But I'm doing fine Shop out my credit card Oh, don't you start, I do it all the time I think I should get a hobby But I can't seem to find a single thing I like Need to be reassured, I'm insecure, I always see red My boyfriend gets annoyed, so paranoid, it's all in my head Might wanna find some peace But I'm always thinking of that weird thing I said In my head, I hate it here 3 am, I hate it here I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird In my head, I hate it here In my head, I hate it here 3 am, I hate it here I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird In my head, I hate it here (here, here, here) I think I told a lie, I said that I don't really care (ah-ah) Been doing therapy but, honestly, I'm too self-aware Know other problem is The problem is that I just can't compete or compare (I can't compare) I'm barely there In my head, I hate it here 3 am, I hate it here I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird In my head, I hate it here In my head, I hate it here 3 am, I hate it here I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird In my head, I hate it here Oh-oh-oh, oh (I) Oh-oh-oh, oh (oh, yeah) Oh-oh-oh, oh Oh-oh-oh, oh