I'm holdin' on to I tell you to leave when I want you to stay I'm stuck in my ways, I can't win my own game If it's meant to be, then I throw it away, oh I’ll hurt you for no reason I won't call you back And i’ll break you into pieces So I don't get attached Get so caught up in my feelings Floating till we crash And we're running out of gas I was hopin' we could last, but I start to fall, then I cave and I push you away You could call it self-sabotage I love to dig my own grave Something wrong with my brain You could call it self-sabotage It's a self-fulfilling prophecy I know I'm gonna fuck it up with you and me Shit's never going my way, now I'm drowning in blame You could call it self-sabotage I'm hard to love, this girl is a gun I'm killing them softly, one by one So fill up your lungs, yeah, you better run I’ll hurt you for no reason I won't call you back And I’ll break you into pieces So I don’t get attached Get so caught up in my feelings Floating till we crash And we're running out of gas I was hopin' we could last, but I start to fall, then I cave and I push you away You can call it self-sabotage I love to dig my own grave Something wrong with my brain You could call it self-sabotage It's a self-fulfilling prophecy I know I'm gonna fuck it up with you and me Shit's never going my way, now I'm drowning in blame You could call it self-sabotage I’ll hurt you for no reason I won't call you back And I’ll break you into pieces So I don’t get attached Get so caught up in my feelings Floating till we crash And we're running out of gas I was hopin' we could last, but I start to fall, then I cave and I push you away You can call it self-sabotage I love to dig my own grave Something wrong with my brain You could call it self-sabotage It's a self-fulfilling prophecy I know I'm gonna fuck it up with you and me Shit's never going my way, now I'm drowning in blame You could call it self-sabotage