Mom, I'm tired of this place I'm tired of all the people tryna take away my pain Pain is all I've got I took it in one shot And now I'm sitting here And all I feel is numb I'm really tryna find myself and this complicated puzzle's missing pieces And goals beyond our reaches I'm really tryna feel something before I'm at home Just don't mean he really loved me But does he really love me I see no difference in my nightmares and dreams They all seem to have the same meaning for me I really hate it when a dove becomes a snake right in front of me In front of me Mom, I'm tired of this place I'm tired of all the people tryna take away my pain Pain is all I've got I took it in one shot And now I'm sitting here And all I feel is numb I'm really tryna fix myself But on my own terms, no one else's I'm counting words I've spoken to And they all seem to talk to me About finding all my problems And conquering my demons I see no difference in my nightmares and dreams They all seem to have the same meaning for me I really hate it when a dove becomes a snake right in front of me In front of me Mom, I'm tired of this place I'm tired of all the people tryna take away my pain Pain is all I've got I took it in one shot And now I'm sitting here And all I feel is numb I feel like (I feel like) We're all spinning so fast (we're all spinning so fast) Can no one else feel it? (can no one else feel it?) I'm lost inside (lost) A galaxy (lost, galaxy) But it's all black (but it's all black) Where are the stars? Isn't there supposed to be a Moon? (isn't there supposed to be a Moon?) What is this place? (what is this place?) Mom, I'm tired of this place I'm tired of all the people tryna take away my pain Pain is all I've got I took it in one shot And now I'm sitting here And all I feel is numb