Anxiety consumes my head And now there's nothing I can do I understand I'm a train wreck Even though it wasn't supposed to Life is reckless and messy Involuntary energy Life is reckless and messy Involuntary energy Social life is heavy Envy is swallowing me to death To the death of my hopes I want your path, I want it so badly And I'm losing myself in the middle of it Time is a reckless and messy Involuntary energy Time is a reckless and messy Involuntary energy Social life is heavy