I’ve been treading water ever since my feelings changed I fell out of order, didn’t feel the same Looking in the mirror, didn’t recognize my face The painted on facanes, slipping out of place I've been trying, trying, trying To go back to who I was But, I've been lying, lying, lying To myself but at what cost I surrender all control And everything I think I know I've been high and I've been low Swallowed by a black H-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-le H-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-le I'm not giving up, I'm finally letting go I've been turning metal Heavy metal into gold Baptized by the fire, just so I can grow Pushing out the concrete, pushing like a stubborn rose Now that I’m in bloom, all my colors show I've been trying, trying, trying To go back to who I was But, I've been lying, lying, lying To myself but at what cost I surrender all control And everything I think I know I've been high and I've been low Swallowed by a black H-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-le (black hole) H-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-le I'm not giving up, I'm finally letting go Now I've got the freedom, no need to be sad Everything I wanted, I already had I just didn't know-oh there was an art to letting go I just didn't know-oh there was an art to letting go I just didn't know-oh (I just didn't know) there was an art to letting go I just didn't know-oh (I just didn't know) there was an art to letting go I surrender all control And everything I think I know I've been high and I've been low Swallowed by a black H-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-le (let go) H-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-le I'm not giving up, I'm finally letting go I didn't know there was an art to letting go