If I’m being honest, I’m not okay Doubled my dosage, but the pain won’t go away These couple weeks, I haven’t felt the same So if I’m being honest, I’m not okay I don’t wanna cry for help But I’m getting tired, pretending so well Thought I was going steady, but my minds got the best of me I don’t know why I’m still here, honestly If you took a peak inside of my brain You’d find the reasons for all of the blame Constantly drowning, it wont go away And if I’m being honest, I’m not okay I don’t wanna cry for help But I’m getting tired, pretending so well Thought I was going steady, but my brains got the best of me I don’t know how to live, normally I don’t wanna cry for help But I’m getting tired, and I’m not so well Guess I’m unsteady, cause you got the best of me I hope one day, I’ll be fine, honestly