You ask me why I feel so tense Or why I'm talking so much shit You ask yourself, why can't I choose Something to do when I feel like it And I wish I could explain Why do I just complain Why does my mind feels so blane Why can't I fill it with a stain It's because I'm insecure And I'm not ashamed At least not anymore 'Cause I admit the blame Should I close the door? When I feel insane Should I hire a whore? To release the strain I wish I could turn back the time And not saying those things to you And find a place inside my mind Where I could say things that have some use And I wish I could explain Why do I just complain Why does my mind feels so blane Why can't I fill it with a stain It's because I'm insecure And I'm not ashamed At least not anymore 'Cause I admit the blame Should I close the door? When I feel insane Should I hire a whore? To release the strain I was nervous Around you I wish I could had say Something useful I lost My chance And now there's just no turning back I was just a fool I could be a perfect person I could be a perfect friend I could touch your heart and saved But the game came to an end And the only explanation to that It's because I'm insecure And I'm not ashamed At least not anymore 'Cause I admit the blame Should I close the door? When I feel insane Should I hire a whore? To release the strain It's because I'm insecure And I'm not ashamed At least not anymore 'Cause I admit the blame Should I close the door? When I feel insane Should I hire a whore? To release the strain To release the strain Just because I'm insecure I need to release the strain 'Cause I feel so insecure Release some strain I am so insecure I gotta stop this train 'Cause I won't hide it anymore