They speak my name in many ways From the beginning to nowhere I cannot hide and will not wait this here is my agony I am armed with self esteem so don't you fucking laugh at me from depression into mindless hiding against the wall just to wake up from reality this is travelling to a place called battlefield of sickness I cannot hide and will not wait this here is my agony I am armed with self esteem so don't you fucking laugh at me they speak my name in many ways but I still know who I am nearly everything throws me off balance black needs white darkness needs light I'm still fighting an endless fight I cannot hide and will not wait this here is my agony I am armed with self esteem so don't you fucking laugh at me