I used to dream of growing up Finding hope and finding love Gettin' rich so I'd be happy I can make a million bucks Buy a home and with some luck Get the heck out of Missouri It's funny how you think you know just what you want When you're eight years old, dressing up as spider-man It's funny how I haven't really changed that much I bought the house but forgot to pay the water bill I thought by now I'd be happier I thought by now that I'd have it all figured out You'd think I feel a little better about myself 'Cause I got everything I want But it's still not enough I'm wonderin' if I'm depressed It can't be right, it don't makе sense I'm no doctor, but that's not like mе I put a smile on my face And play the part to hide the pain 'Cause there's a couple kids in the backseat It's funny how you think you know just what you want When you're eight years old, dressing up as spider-man It's funny how I haven't really changed that much 'Cause I've still tried the best I can, oh I thought by now I'd be happier I thought by now that I'd have it all figured out You'd think I feel a little better about myself 'Cause I got everything I want But it's still not enough I'm trying hard to stay afloat On paper, it's perfect, but not even close A million friends, but I feel alone For reasons I don't know I thought by now I'd be happier I thought by now that I'd have it all figured out You'd think I feel a little better about myself 'Cause I got everything I want, ooh I thought by now I'd be happier I thought the heart wouldn't fade but it's letting me down You'd think I feel a little better about myself 'Cause I got everything I want, ooh Yeah, I got everything I want, ooh But it's still not enough