I Don't think this drink in my hand Can help me forget about you Cause it's been a month And day after day I feel more alone I Made a playlist with your name I think it just brings back the pain But that's what I want... Now I'm standing here drinking thinking about All the mess I've done Drunk in this room that was heaven And now feels like hell, I don't I don't understand my feelings I don't understand myself But I'm standing here drinking thinking about All the mess I've done I Made a playlist with your name I think it just brings back the pain But that's what I want... Now I'm standing here drinking thinking about All the mess I've done Drunk in this room that was heaven And now feels like hell, I don't I don't understand my feelings I don't understand myself But I'm standing here drinking thinking about All the mess I've done You said: It's not fair to bring back the promise we made With that said, I think it's not fair to ignore all the feelings I just can't pretend I'm okay I'm standing here drinking thinking about All the mess I've done Drunk in this room that was heaven And now feels like hell, I don't I don't understand my feelings I don't understand myself But I'm standing here drinking thinking about All the mess I've done Hm