9 years till forty And still can't afford it The lifestyle I wanted Dreamed I'd be famous Not chasing payments Life turning it's pages Sometimes I doubt myself when I keep trying and I just won't fit no I'm heading the wrong way got nothing to say got nothing to say But Imma keep trying Yeah imma keep trying I cannot let it go When I'm in my mode, when I'm in my mode. I worry about myself I worry about myself Still worry bout myself i worry about myself I worry about myself Feels like I'm falling Cause I cannot solve it This nightmare just won't change I look at my friends Got all the money they can spend While I'm failing to pay rent Sometimes I doubt myself when I keep trying and I just won't fit no I'm heading the wrong way got nothing to say got nothing to say But Imma keep trying Yeah imma keep trying I cannot let it go When I'm in my mode, when I'm in my mode I worry about myself I worry about myself Still worry bout myself i worry about myself I worry about myself 9 years till forty And still can't afford it The lifestyle I wanted Dreamed I'd be famous Not chasing payments Life turning it's pages I worry about myself I worry about myself Still worry bout myself I worry about myself I worry about myself I worry about myself Still worry bout myself I worry about myself I worry