It's the feeling when everything's going alright But something deep down is dying inside Don't know what it is, so you say it's all fine But no one can see that your hands are tied Am I the only one, is it just me? I'm better than I was but I'm still empty I'm playing hide and seek And I don't know where to find me And the days turn into weeks I'm so scared that I'll never find me Lie to yourself, like they all did Don't know how to let it out, so you take a deep breath again I don't feel awake, I'm in a dream It makes no sense, I don't even know what I mean Mascara-free eyes in my darker days Sunshine on my skin, but I feel the shade I'm playing hide and seek And I don't know where to find me And the days turn into weeks I'm so scared that I'll never find me Call 911, call 911 Tell them that somebody's gone on the run Call 911, call 911 Trying to believe the best is yet to come Call 911, call 911 Tell them that somebody's gone on the run Call 911, call 911 Trying to believe the best is yet to come, 911 I'm playing hide and seek And I don't know where to find me And the days turn into weeks I'm so scared that I'll never find me