Same black hole from yesterday I fell into again today If thirty's just a number Then I hope this last one brings me closure An open book, you try to read me A paper photo burned to memory In tattered pieces all around An S-O-S, that'll never reach you Upside down and tired of hanging Wrapped around your finger Here's to wishing you all the hope and joy And happiness this life affords you I'm learning to fly I'm learning to look in the mirror One day at a time When you're all that I want But you're not what I need right now Can you take the working parts and Reassemble broken hearts You said you hate me, I forgive you For every time you told me grow up Spark an awkward conversation You talk to me like I know nothing Anxiety is from the inside, but I'm just locked up on the outside I wish for you all the hope and joy And happiness this life affords you I'm learning to fly I'm learning to look in the mirror One day at a time When you're all that I want But you're not what I need right now I'm alone in the dark I know I'm just caught in a feeling Coming up empty And learning to pick up the pieces 'Cause I'm learning to fly I'm learning to look in the mirror One day at a time When you're all that I want But you're not what I need right now You're not what I need right now