I remember when I got into that car I remember when you told me I was handsome You promised me the world, and I believed it Was it so easy to manipulate me? Before I knew it, I put you first in everything When I realized I was trapped in the web you made I snuffed out the flame on my own path I couldn’t see where I was heading anymore I remember you asking me to sing for you Saying that my voice was beautiful But then I sang off-key in our song Because now that song wasn’t mine anymore It was our song I saw the signs and ignored them My eyes closed to what was right in front of me I burned my reason for you And let everything catch fire In the end, you had fun with my pain When it wasn’t yours, it was my pain You had fun with it, didn’t you? (You bastard) I was always blind, jumping in headfirst I had to lose you to find myself I had to learn that love can’t be begged for It’s given, when real love exists I had to hate you to love me And now I love myself Yes, I love myself I had to leave that toxic relationship to love me And now I love myself Yes, I love myself more I gave everything, and everyone saw it But you tore me down, and now it’s clear In two months, you replaced me Or had you been replacing me before? For you, it was easier not to show affection You’d say you didn’t need to kiss me Boyfriends don’t do that all the time, you’d say For you, everything was easy You made me believe I deserved it Those crumbs you called love In the height of my pain, you made me end it Because for you, it was easier To watch me bleed than to be the one who shot without mercy We were always blind, acting without thinking I had to hate you to find myself I was always blind, jumping in headfirst I had to lose you to find myself I had to learn that love can’t be begged for It’s given, when real love exists I had to hate you to love me And now I love myself Yes, I love myself I had to leave that toxic relationship to love me And now I love myself Yes, I love myself more You don’t know how good it felt To leave that place To not be forced to stay with your friends To not have to give you money when you had none (How stupid I was!) But now I'm not anymore And I just want you to know How much of a bastard you were So fuck you!!! And I hope you pay for all the harm you caused me I was always blind, jumping in headfirst I had to lose you to find myself I had to learn that love can’t be begged for It’s given, when real love exists I had to hate you to love me And now I love myself Yes, I love myself I had to leave that toxic relationship to love me And now I love myself Yes, I love myself more I had to hate you to love me And now I love myself Yes, I love myself I had to leave that toxic relationship to love me And now I love myself Yes, I love myself more