I don't wanna share the space I don't wanna force a smile This one girl taps my insecurities Don't know if it's real or if I'm spiraling One voice tells me that they laugh George says I'm just paranoid Says he just don't see it, he's so naive I'm embarrassed to have it, but need the sympathy 'Cause I couldn't even be her if I tried I'm opposite, I'm on the other side I feel all these feelings I can't control Oh, no, don't know why All this sympathy is just a knife (why?) Why I can't even grit my teeth and lie (why?) I feel all these feelings I can't control (why?) Oh, no, don't know Why I wanna buy a gun Why I wanna shoot myself Volatile at war with my dialogue I'd say that there was a God if they could stop this Wild voice tearin' me apart I'm so apprehensive now Don't wanna see her backstage at my boyfriend's show Fingers crossed behind my back, I hope they break up quick 'Cause I couldn't even be her if I tried (why?) I'm opposite, I'm on the other side (why?) I feel all these feelings I can't control (why?) Oh, no, don't know why All this sympathy is just a knife (why?) Why I can't even grit my teeth and lie (why?) I feel all these feelings I can't control (why?) Oh, no All this sympathy is just a knife (why?) All this sympathy is just a knife (why?) All this sympathy is just a knife (why?) Yeah, all this sympathy is just a knife (why?) Oh, no, oh, no Why is all this sympathy a fucking knife? (Why?) Yeah, all this sympathy is just a knife (why?) Couldn't even be her if I tried Oh, no, oh, no